Sounds.

Something awoke me again. It's some sounds. Very annoying and somehow repeated sounds or a very thundering earthquake-like sounds. Not sure which sound had started first, but I was sure I sensed something around, I mean I was a good sensor? Every time before a raining started to arrive, at midnight, I automatically awoke. I should say it's a bit horrible. A little bit... Actually I dared to open my eyes and looked around before this, but after last night's incident, I lost my courageous and for once, I can't wait to leave my room.

It took me some hesitations and I needed something to push me and brave me up. For a start, I can sense the forthcoming weather, then I awoke and I can't hit back my pillow and sleep again. (Actually I don't have a pillow for my head at the moment) I was thinking hard on something, an untold relationship, friendship and my family... I really wished so much to hug him right away, every time, every moment. Wondering did he ever dream about me?

I turned and turned and found that I was sleepless before dawn. I think I have a slight insomnia, not really severe, stressed too much I guess. A few moment later, it followed by a continuous trifling thunders and raindrops started to strike my roof making some rhythmic sounds. And then my green curtain began to dance and float and back to its original position and suddenly swell and dance and float, again. I heard some movements in my room, my decorative that has something with a spring, was tuning from left to right or from right to left, making some plastic sounds. I hided below my coverlet, and barely opened one of my eyes to examine. There was nothing.

At that very moment, a very gigantic thunder stroke followed by a very universe bright spot behind my curtain! "ＡＲＲＲ！!" I shouted in my heart and immediately hided below my coverlet. What was that?? I mean of course I did know it was a thunder and thunder light, but it was so huge. The sound, the pattern, everything I can see behind the curtain. My neighboring car alarm started ringing and making a lot of annoying sounds. To be honest, it wasn't that annoying, with that alarm on, I felt safer and real, I knew I wasn't that peculiar hearing many kinds of sounds at 4-5am.

Still hiding below my coverlet, and wondering when should I brave myself and quickly rush to my siblings's room. It's not "stepping". I recalled what Wei Jinn had told me before, about the invisible thing that you can feel it's stepping on your body and rushing to a direction. Of course it can't be stepping right? It would totally thunderstruck me. Even if it's stepping, then why I couldn't see anything around me, maybe some white powdering shadows? But I can feel something on my body. And in my body. I wasn't even sure about that, whether it was something that moved on or in my body? Something was moving on my body -please don't tell me it's stepping- I guessed I just scared and a bit not of myself that time; something was moving inside my body! Nerves?? It's ant-like-nerves, like thousands of ants running beneath your skin when your body numb, but my body WASN'T NUMB! It was confusing I have to say, even myself was befuddled when telling this. Wondering can you get my point?

I was mumbling and singing Buddha songs- it was something that I sang whenever I felt strange and unsafe when I was at youth. I lost that lyrics in my mind and I can still recall the melody, because it will always stay in my mind, for ever! Thanks goodness! I heard my dad coughing, it's another safe sounds. I felt safer and guarded. I was hoping that my dad would enter my room and I would just leave and rush to my siblings's room. He didn't enter, but I brave myself and rushed to my brothers's room. They weren't sleeping as well! LOL! They were equally awaken by the gigantic thunder!

I wake up at 12am today. Aww.....