I don't feel like doing anything at the moment except to watch on PPS; I don't feel like doing my Chemistry H/W and Maths either; I don't feel like studying; I don't feel like I'm ready for STPM (obviously not, studied for only half a month but my foundation isn't there); I don't feel like taking MUET, to be honest, my pronunciation is better than others, I just don't want to speak in public, and I always don't have confidential point to point out; I don't feel like taking STPM because last year I was so sure SPM was the END and I was wrong as I chose a path which I never wanted before.
This year is the toughest year. After I failed my driving test, it's my nightmare after that. After taking Form 6, it's my burden every day. After knowing some hypocrite friends, knowing that next year I will be in the same class with them again and it's always unpleasant to have them in the classroom.
After seeing this you might think I'm defeated but I'm not.
I'm just not in the mood.
This year is the toughest year. After I failed my driving test, it's my nightmare after that. After taking Form 6, it's my burden every day. After knowing some hypocrite friends, knowing that next year I will be in the same class with them again and it's always unpleasant to have them in the classroom.
After seeing this you might think I'm defeated but I'm not.
I'm just not in the mood.
4 comments:
Stay strong Jojie! Life is not always sunshine and rainbows, but they do exist :)
Awww.. Thank you dear! :')
Mean shan, this is my first time visiting your blog and decided to leave a comment for you. It isn't easy for you to step in this route but I can see, you're half way there! although STPM is really something unpredictable. Just try your best, even when sometimes you fail. Whatever comes your way, I knew,you can handle it! I've my faith in you! ;)
your senior, LeYi
OMG!! I'm so touched!! Thank you! Your advice and encouragement will make a huge change on my mindset because I need seniors to push me! I will work harder now!^^
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