School reopened today. I felt normal as usual, in fact, every step of mine was heavy one. Last year Lower 6, everything about it was a tragic. It ended up painfully and it just can't be wiped out from memory. The stairs going up to the back door of the school gate, was long and high, like usual, I'm always panting and desperate for a rest. But, I just can't sit in the guard house with the aged guard and I can't expect myself to sit on the exposed and dirty ground.
Finally, my brother reached Form 3, hooray not in the sense that he's having PMR this year, it's that he finally studies in the morning session! Having classes in the afternoon are tiring, because the weather is hot and the open air is sleeping-welcomed. Should have fallen asleep by that time, luckily I'm not "them", but what an unfortunate to those who have no choice but to follow the school rule. Well, perhaps some of them would prefer it.
Back to my Form 6 life. As soon as I reached our Block, everyone was standing outside the BIO LAB and waiting for someone to call them for the assembly. We had our assembly with the lower form students too. Guess the Form 3 students must have felt equally the same with my brother? Hmm I was thinking of him. I told Jac Lyn, a close friend of mine at school, about my sis who is sent for National Service in Perak. Last night was the starting of the lonely night. Let me clarify for myself, it's not that I'm afraid of loneliness or what, it's just almost a daily routine for having my sis knocked at my door or entered my door and talk to me for all night long. My elder sis is now studying Degree in Law in Melaka, the house is left only my parents, my two brothers and me. Perhaps it's a good starting too, for I can concentrate my studies more intently.
I had stomach ache before the assembly started. I felt very uncomfortable! Then, without any hesitation, I informed Jac Lyn about it and walked quickly to Lower Form toilet. Wow! The toilet used to be immensely dirty, but as for the first day of schooling, not to say it's sparkling clean but it's just clean. The floor was dry and no feces. Hopefully I was the first person to use it? I started to think it's impossible because I've forgotten that I actually saw some wet footprints when I was about to leave. I asked the "kak" to have an eye of my bag but I can't expect others to take care of my own possession since she's busy sweeping the floor outside, she just helped me to close the door and that's all I was thankful of.
We have new students in our class now! One girl and one boy, they're Beatrice and Chee Chong. "Beatrice" reminded me of my dear friend who is called Beatrice as well. Such a wonderful name! I wonder how they beat the rice? :P Class committees were chosen and I was excluded in the list, thank god! Now, Yeng Sze takes over my job as the treasurer, she'll be fine. I truly believe so.
I'm so gleeeeeee. Jac Lyn sits beside me now and it's something which I never dare to expect! Because Cally was sitting with her side by side last year, I can't just take Jac away from her since Jac is her best friend at school? But she volunteered to let me sit with Jac and she can sit with Mei Hui. I was so thankful but after that, I was so sorry for her. If I knew Hui wouldn't like to sit a place without having a fan above, then I must have retreated and gave way to Cally. Anyway, it's set, I was reluctant to change anything.
During the lesson, I started to miss my home... I just want to go to school quickly, then quickly go back to my house. I'm the head of the library, at least I have something to do when I'm not occupied by the lectures, my only aim to school is to enrich my knowledge and study well. And most importantly, to build my character there. I can't be shy all times.
School starts~ I have to study very hard now as I wasn't serious last year! Today, I paid attention to the teachers and gave 100% commitment and energy. I must continue this way so that I can score HIGH!
Finally, my brother reached Form 3, hooray not in the sense that he's having PMR this year, it's that he finally studies in the morning session! Having classes in the afternoon are tiring, because the weather is hot and the open air is sleeping-welcomed. Should have fallen asleep by that time, luckily I'm not "them", but what an unfortunate to those who have no choice but to follow the school rule. Well, perhaps some of them would prefer it.
Back to my Form 6 life. As soon as I reached our Block, everyone was standing outside the BIO LAB and waiting for someone to call them for the assembly. We had our assembly with the lower form students too. Guess the Form 3 students must have felt equally the same with my brother? Hmm I was thinking of him. I told Jac Lyn, a close friend of mine at school, about my sis who is sent for National Service in Perak. Last night was the starting of the lonely night. Let me clarify for myself, it's not that I'm afraid of loneliness or what, it's just almost a daily routine for having my sis knocked at my door or entered my door and talk to me for all night long. My elder sis is now studying Degree in Law in Melaka, the house is left only my parents, my two brothers and me. Perhaps it's a good starting too, for I can concentrate my studies more intently.
I had stomach ache before the assembly started. I felt very uncomfortable! Then, without any hesitation, I informed Jac Lyn about it and walked quickly to Lower Form toilet. Wow! The toilet used to be immensely dirty, but as for the first day of schooling, not to say it's sparkling clean but it's just clean. The floor was dry and no feces. Hopefully I was the first person to use it? I started to think it's impossible because I've forgotten that I actually saw some wet footprints when I was about to leave. I asked the "kak" to have an eye of my bag but I can't expect others to take care of my own possession since she's busy sweeping the floor outside, she just helped me to close the door and that's all I was thankful of.
We have new students in our class now! One girl and one boy, they're Beatrice and Chee Chong. "Beatrice" reminded me of my dear friend who is called Beatrice as well. Such a wonderful name! I wonder how they beat the rice? :P Class committees were chosen and I was excluded in the list, thank god! Now, Yeng Sze takes over my job as the treasurer, she'll be fine. I truly believe so.
I'm so gleeeeeee. Jac Lyn sits beside me now and it's something which I never dare to expect! Because Cally was sitting with her side by side last year, I can't just take Jac away from her since Jac is her best friend at school? But she volunteered to let me sit with Jac and she can sit with Mei Hui. I was so thankful but after that, I was so sorry for her. If I knew Hui wouldn't like to sit a place without having a fan above, then I must have retreated and gave way to Cally. Anyway, it's set, I was reluctant to change anything.
During the lesson, I started to miss my home... I just want to go to school quickly, then quickly go back to my house. I'm the head of the library, at least I have something to do when I'm not occupied by the lectures, my only aim to school is to enrich my knowledge and study well. And most importantly, to build my character there. I can't be shy all times.
School starts~ I have to study very hard now as I wasn't serious last year! Today, I paid attention to the teachers and gave 100% commitment and energy. I must continue this way so that I can score HIGH!
2 comments:
Happy schooling and good luck! :) This post makes me miss school life so much!
Haha of course! I miss my school life too... Wish you all the best for your college-hunting :)
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