Not every friend can accept you. I think I tried too hard, I'm so tired, I will let go. I have two friends, who I thought will become a very good friends of mine, after all those ups and downs, we forgave each other, I soon realized... they haven't really accepted a character like me. Do you think it's threatening when you see your girl friend is wearing so beautifully even to the tuition centre whereas you only wear a plain T and shorts? Do you think your friend will jealous of you when you're so attractive to guys? Do you think your friend will want to become good friend with you when you look just beautiful enough to make them insecure? As a girl, do you? Do you think you're someone who will not change yourself to fit into a group but follow own's heart? And finally your friends feel that you're not on the same line with them and you're not being supportive? Do you think at this moment you should stand on your own ground and remain yourself and let go? (YES)
Do you like it when your friend is so reassuringly and so confidently and so jealously reveals the shopping centre where you bought your dress in front of other friends? Do you think a girl is jealous of you when she looks at you from UP to DOWN secretly, quietly, and praise no words at it but can't help sticking an eye on you?
I thought I was over-thinking, but it happens all the time until I feel like I'm not the sensitive one. I used to treat them like a very GOOD friend of mine, like when they're absent, I would text them and ask if they feel better and why didn't they go to school, and so on. It's my choice, I don't expect them to treat me the same way, and I never expect friends to treat me the same way.
I learned a life lesson. I'm thankful at the end of the day, I know which group of friends will be supporting me, as always. At least I know I have this group of friends.
2 comments:
It's true about trying too hard so that friends accept you..I feel that way too..Trying so hard to blend in..I feel like I can't blend in well with friends, but you truly are 1 of my best friends even though we seldom talk now, seldom go out, seldom see each other..^^ Enjoyed talking with you about my probs and you really did cheer me up..^^ Friends come and go..xD But hope you know that I will always be there for you..^^ even though we seldom have those friendly chat..xD But true friends are those who stay with you when you have trouble right..:p I lose so many friends, primary school friends, secondary school friends, I guess it's because I didn't initiate friendly chat with them that cause the distance..but I'll always see them as friends..^^ You too!!! xD Friends 4eva!! ^^ Don't doubt that..xD
haha! what a little surprise you gave me :) you're Xin qi!! You didn't show your name on your profile, I was guessing and guessing. Thank you qi :) You're so sweetssss. I feel warmer now=') hehe YES FRIENDS FOREVER. Now I will hold you tight.
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