The past with the souls

"The cute one. Guess what? She is my 1ST friend in S4. Although our friendship faded since we were in different class, but we're still good."-

I'm sorry. Somehow I didn't mean to like neglect a friendship, of course I know; you're my first best friend in the school, the one who could listen to my sorrows, the one who brings laughter to me, the one who makes me feel I'm part of her family... Sorry, maybe I'm too self-centred, I always want to own a friend entirely -not giving other friend has a chance to have you- I was too care about it, I was jealousy towards friendship, maybe no one knows. Since I was in tadika, I always jealous and cried over my friends. I always alone when I was young, my dad told me I liked to play ball at the corner of the dining room, not letting anyone else interrupt. I'm so jealous, I hope next week my friends wont get into group and chit-chatting about his party - which I know I've missed a lot of happy moments with them. Not gonna hear it.

Perhaps we're different on treating friends...

xiao cao + banana.

- Form 2 -

I told you that I owned another blog which I can't tell anyone because there have my collection of poems and somehow the post is quite stupid XD
There's a poem written to you on Saturday, 12 July 2008.

'' To my special, historical friend -- Pamela Quek''

The past with the souls

Whenever I look through your eyes,
I wish so much
to share everythings of mine
with you.

But finding,
the passing of time,
the lost of conversations,
the wilt of morning glory,
have made a demarcation between us.

You're just sitting next to me,
though no connection of line,
it satisfies me so much,
and you mean so much to me.

The day arrives,
I will hold your hand,
bring you to the past,
digging back our memories,
and let you know
you're someone special
you mean so much to me.

An irreplaceable friend,
the memories,
the past with the souls,
you are.

谢谢你的出现，
我们星期一再见。