I didn't know why the scene was suddenly there, and I didn't even know why I was there.
It started when my best friend and I first entered a grand house. It was beautiful and we were so excited and running and admiring all over the place. The staircase was magnificent and I can see myself delighted and my face was as though ignited with a magic of light. The scene suddenly cut short, jump jump jump, until I reached another scene. A guy was trying to shoot my best friend! I knew her, she's like that, stubborn and at the same time, didn't want to surrender or to show defeat. Like that, she was standing there, letting the moron to shoot. She looked like she didn't care at all! I didn't know why I can hear the moron soliloquized, he said something like (I cannot remember much),"我射枪可以射得百发百中..." He's insane, he was wearing a a pair of goggles, and he looked like he was going to start a war. (But he didn't have any teammate, unfortunately.)
I was hiding at the other end, under a table. I didn't want to die, I was scared and terrified, I couldn't bear the feeling that a bullet suddenly shot in your body and being embedded deep there, it was terribly hurt and I can imagine that. The moron, he appeared instantly at the other door, behind me, and it was the only way to shoot at her back. My best friend was in dangered, she's unaware of that, I was so gobsmacked seeing him looked all calm and preparing to end her life and she was unprepared and totally unaware on her own (she's reading magazine). I know all these sounded totally weird, but I did something that I was shocked to learn despite of myself. I stood up although I knew it was kinda risky, and quickly graped her hand "他在你的后面!我们一定要走了!”
“谢谢你明珊..." She looked nervous and horrified too, I was quite touched when she showed her appreciation to me. All of her friends helping her and trying to block the moron's direction. Until we reached the lift, until there, and there was a door, I asked her remember to keep running and don't look back and don't even worry about us, "GO!!" I stuck myself at the door there, graping the hander very hard and I knew at any time the moron was going to break the door and shot dead at me. I risked my life, to save my best friend. I was there, waiting and gasping for breath; on the other hand she was looking back again and again at me, I didn't look back at her, I didn't want her to be sorry and feel nostalgia on something.
I didn't know my body was trying hard to control the ending or what, I can feel my heart was burning, I was very sure that my body temperature was raising and fluctuating, at the minute I thought I was going to sick. I suddenly awoke.
It's just a nightmare!
But I was quite afraid after that, I'm afraid of losing her. A dream that taught me about friendship, and I learnt from a dream.
Today! Talk about today. It was like yesterday, and I had a bad evening.
There was a couple, the girl was taking the pictures of the nature happily and she looked all just relax. She got Yin Yang Eye. When she was taking picture, she saw something solid was moving and she saw a 3D ghost. It's not typical human-ghost, it's cartoon-ized, active and dynamic ghost! It looked green, it had a big eyes, wide mouth, short and charming hair. Jumping here and there all and all over again. Not just one of it. The more photos she's taking in, the more of them seemed to be appearing and reappearing again. Jump jump jump, until I reached another scene... People were all running and panting for life. We were stuck in a world we did not belong. You cannot imagine the environment and all the nervous faces, everybody was pushing each other and finding a way to escape from the place. Because, there was going to have a war there. I can hear the people shouting and yelling ”啊!!!!!! 哪里啊??!” “这边!这边!“ Some guys were sacrificing themselves just to ensure our lives and the EXIT.
I saw my younger sister. I saw my elder sister. And her friend. And I didn't see my brother.
I was almost safe. My elder sister's friend was almost losing her ways out there because some people were showing the wrong side. It was confusing, weltering and chaos. But I managed to call her back and she was later safe with my elder sister. We were going down the escalator, and hang on...
"Where is my younger sister? Where is my brother?"
I knew I could not just leave them there and running just for my own life. I retraced myself, going up and against the escalator and searching for them. At any time I knew the warriors were going to start off a war but, I wanted my sister and brother back! It was a horrible sight. The China armies all looked numb, expressionless, and dead. They were giving out some hoarse sound, like those when a war was going to start. I couldn't find my younger sister! She must be in utter shock and terrified! I even can imagine her hiding in a place, waiting for a chance or waiting for someone to save her! There, i saw my brother at last, I graped his hand and was about to take him to safer place. Meanwhile, the hoarse sound of the armies were coming in from all the directions. Ok, they were thousands of them. We cannot go anywhere else. I made a hole somewhere and hide with my brother. I told him "可能需要等几天才能出..."
I cannot remember much. I failed. Where was my younger sister?
When I woke up from the dream, my heart was terribly hurt and sink! I couldn't bear this anymore and for a minute I know, I'm afraid of losing my sister and my brother! To my brother, no matter what, when i feel like the world does not belong to me, i know he is still loving me and he will love me.
I cried from the dream.
It started when my best friend and I first entered a grand house. It was beautiful and we were so excited and running and admiring all over the place. The staircase was magnificent and I can see myself delighted and my face was as though ignited with a magic of light. The scene suddenly cut short, jump jump jump, until I reached another scene. A guy was trying to shoot my best friend! I knew her, she's like that, stubborn and at the same time, didn't want to surrender or to show defeat. Like that, she was standing there, letting the moron to shoot. She looked like she didn't care at all! I didn't know why I can hear the moron soliloquized, he said something like (I cannot remember much),"我射枪可以射得百发百中..." He's insane, he was wearing a a pair of goggles, and he looked like he was going to start a war. (But he didn't have any teammate, unfortunately.)
I was hiding at the other end, under a table. I didn't want to die, I was scared and terrified, I couldn't bear the feeling that a bullet suddenly shot in your body and being embedded deep there, it was terribly hurt and I can imagine that. The moron, he appeared instantly at the other door, behind me, and it was the only way to shoot at her back. My best friend was in dangered, she's unaware of that, I was so gobsmacked seeing him looked all calm and preparing to end her life and she was unprepared and totally unaware on her own (she's reading magazine). I know all these sounded totally weird, but I did something that I was shocked to learn despite of myself. I stood up although I knew it was kinda risky, and quickly graped her hand "他在你的后面!我们一定要走了!”
“谢谢你明珊..." She looked nervous and horrified too, I was quite touched when she showed her appreciation to me. All of her friends helping her and trying to block the moron's direction. Until we reached the lift, until there, and there was a door, I asked her remember to keep running and don't look back and don't even worry about us, "GO!!" I stuck myself at the door there, graping the hander very hard and I knew at any time the moron was going to break the door and shot dead at me. I risked my life, to save my best friend. I was there, waiting and gasping for breath; on the other hand she was looking back again and again at me, I didn't look back at her, I didn't want her to be sorry and feel nostalgia on something.
I didn't know my body was trying hard to control the ending or what, I can feel my heart was burning, I was very sure that my body temperature was raising and fluctuating, at the minute I thought I was going to sick. I suddenly awoke.
It's just a nightmare!
But I was quite afraid after that, I'm afraid of losing her. A dream that taught me about friendship, and I learnt from a dream.
Today! Talk about today. It was like yesterday, and I had a bad evening.
There was a couple, the girl was taking the pictures of the nature happily and she looked all just relax. She got Yin Yang Eye. When she was taking picture, she saw something solid was moving and she saw a 3D ghost. It's not typical human-ghost, it's cartoon-ized, active and dynamic ghost! It looked green, it had a big eyes, wide mouth, short and charming hair. Jumping here and there all and all over again. Not just one of it. The more photos she's taking in, the more of them seemed to be appearing and reappearing again. Jump jump jump, until I reached another scene... People were all running and panting for life. We were stuck in a world we did not belong. You cannot imagine the environment and all the nervous faces, everybody was pushing each other and finding a way to escape from the place. Because, there was going to have a war there. I can hear the people shouting and yelling ”啊!!!!!! 哪里啊??!” “这边!这边!“ Some guys were sacrificing themselves just to ensure our lives and the EXIT.
I saw my younger sister. I saw my elder sister. And her friend. And I didn't see my brother.
I was almost safe. My elder sister's friend was almost losing her ways out there because some people were showing the wrong side. It was confusing, weltering and chaos. But I managed to call her back and she was later safe with my elder sister. We were going down the escalator, and hang on...
"Where is my younger sister? Where is my brother?"
I knew I could not just leave them there and running just for my own life. I retraced myself, going up and against the escalator and searching for them. At any time I knew the warriors were going to start off a war but, I wanted my sister and brother back! It was a horrible sight. The China armies all looked numb, expressionless, and dead. They were giving out some hoarse sound, like those when a war was going to start. I couldn't find my younger sister! She must be in utter shock and terrified! I even can imagine her hiding in a place, waiting for a chance or waiting for someone to save her! There, i saw my brother at last, I graped his hand and was about to take him to safer place. Meanwhile, the hoarse sound of the armies were coming in from all the directions. Ok, they were thousands of them. We cannot go anywhere else. I made a hole somewhere and hide with my brother. I told him "可能需要等几天才能出..."
I cannot remember much. I failed. Where was my younger sister?
When I woke up from the dream, my heart was terribly hurt and sink! I couldn't bear this anymore and for a minute I know, I'm afraid of losing my sister and my brother! To my brother, no matter what, when i feel like the world does not belong to me, i know he is still loving me and he will love me.
I cried from the dream.
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