Chemistry

Today's Chemistry Paper 2 is dead unpredictable, very difficult. I feel so down now. Every day after school, I always crave for lunch. A perfect lunch, must be very delicious and appetizing. Especially these days, Trial EXAM weeks, don't have enough time to visit library, have to borrow some books only after school; I don't go for recess- firstly, I have zero mood; secondly, my school canteen is very crowded (don't really want to be a ham to be sandwiched in between); thirdly, I have to queue up and wait for turn, each stall has only 1 seller; next, canteen is so far away from my classroom, I feel very inconvenient and lazy, plus you have to walk to canteen and being exposed to the SUN... I feel so down and distracted, food has been a severe mishap now. Everything does not fulfill my own desire. I know I'm too demand to make own desires but I guess this is only temporary distraction right now. I'm so SICK!

Chemistry Paper 1, objective questions, I can answer smoothly and accurately, though have made some mistakes. I was distracted after taking my Chemistry paper 2, I thought I wouldn't have felt anything bad or unsatisfactory. I'm very disappointed and helpless. I have no right to blame on anything, who ask me not to study hard last year? Why should I regret now? No point.