It's March holiday, but I chose two days to work for the childcare. Wednesday, it was a disaster! And, I couldn't let go of myself the rest of the day! Because, I know my performance, I know exactly how bad it was, I didn't even try my best nor to do my best. I was blur that time, and I simply walked around and worst of all, I really wasn't myself that time. I was so shy and embarrassed when I worked to learn that... he and his friend were around too. I was afraid if I scolded them and when they saw my angry face, it would ruin my image a little. But I know it's just a matter between work and you yourself, I just feel... not right, not comfortable, at all. I can sense, teacher-in-charge of the day wasn't satisfied and happy about me. So, it was my Wednesday work.
Thursday was getting much more better! You cannot let the discouragement takes over you, so I know it's time to DO my BEST!! I was a little bit down the day before, because someone told me maybe I'll not be the ART teacher today, a more experienced teacher will do, and I'll just be her helper. Dot dot dot. At first I thought it wasn't fair to me, because before that I alone did all the art works myself and now it turned out I had to give all my done works to let other people handle. But after having a deep consideration, maybe they're just right, maybe they know I'm shy and doubt my ability to control the whole class... They're right, I agreed with them. TODAY! "Sorry Miss Joanne, Teacher Mercy is not going to help you. So you have to teach the children." YESSSS, my pleasure! I'm here to learn NEW thing and GAIN experience, it'll be meaningful and it seemed like a golden chance to me! Thank you so much!
Thursday was getting much more better! You cannot let the discouragement takes over you, so I know it's time to DO my BEST!! I was a little bit down the day before, because someone told me maybe I'll not be the ART teacher today, a more experienced teacher will do, and I'll just be her helper. Dot dot dot. At first I thought it wasn't fair to me, because before that I alone did all the art works myself and now it turned out I had to give all my done works to let other people handle. But after having a deep consideration, maybe they're just right, maybe they know I'm shy and doubt my ability to control the whole class... They're right, I agreed with them. TODAY! "Sorry Miss Joanne, Teacher Mercy is not going to help you. So you have to teach the children." YESSSS, my pleasure! I'm here to learn NEW thing and GAIN experience, it'll be meaningful and it seemed like a golden chance to me! Thank you so much!
Today's Art & Craft! HAIZ! I forgot to take overall class picture and all the done works! This is the sample, done by my aunt, except for the eyes and mouth.
Yi Shyan boy!!! Yi Shyan Yi Shyan! Joanne Jiejie loves you so much!! This boy, have been my TOP favorite kid since the beginning of the year! He's just cute and smart and cute LOL!
Another one! Oh my goodness how can I have missed this kid before??!! He always sit beside Yi Shyan and I just didn't and never put him into my eyes until Wednesday! He's so cute, I just love the way he sticks to me and being flighty to me. I love to receive hugs from him and he just looks like my brother! Ha Ha! MUAX MUAX MUAX xoxo And Yi Shyan too!! (BTW, he's Kai Zhe)Kai Zhe boy.
This girl... LOL! She saw Yi Shyan boy and Kai Zhe boy love to play with me so she started to grab my attention and... LOL! Whatever, she's cute too.
"Welcome to Science World" by Mr Thomas. Ha ha!
Ahh!!! Zhen Jien! This boy is very obedient and handsome and clever and CUTE! Oh mg all the kids are just cute to me! He's so adorable and I love to receive hug from him and I love him to call me "jiejie jiejie" and it's good if he can kiss me. HA HA!!
Kai Mun boy!!! 3 years old! He's soooooooooooooo so so CUTE! How to describe? NO! Just 
MUAX
Rachel Rachel! Why you always don't want to talk to us??
Szi Ann girl! Holding her art! Taught by Miss Joanne, ha ha! She's afternoon class child, so @Childcare there, it seems like she's unfamiliar with the children and teachers there, so it's reasonable if she's just being unhappy and doesn't want to talk. She only knows certain teachers I guess, like T. Chua, T. Asha, me and most probably Miss Cheong.Come on! Don't be afraid! Jiejie is always here! And since she didn't join other children for sleeping, then I asked her to follow me. Wah! She's so obedient to me and I realised she's CUTE!! She's happy with me!
She's happy and I'm just delighted if I make her happy and comfortable!
Szi Ann girl! I'm so worried for you! After I leave who else will pay attention to you? Who will cheer you and make you smile and jump like this way?
I asked her to wear my jacket XD Cute right, she's so obedient to me and always laugh and smile to me. Come on, T. Asha said she saw her crying before and I'm just so... sorry and heartbreak. I really need to request someone to pay attention to her already. This isn't fair to her, she just needs happiness...
I just did rebonding last Monday and my hair is so FLAT and it sticks to my big head!
2 comments:
super cute kids..are you feeling the motherly love coming??!!!
LOLx..
sweet~
HAHA definitely! BUT! I feel more sisterly than motherly! Haha they just keep calling me "jiejie jiejie" or "joanne jiejie", so I feel like a big and responsible sister to them^^ I just love to be a big sister actually, my body size shouldnt b a matter X)
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