I'm preoccupied. I'm not concentrating. I'm not serious. I'm falling down. I'm so down.
I'm 18 years old, I should be excelled at my age. I should have reached a certain maturity. I should have done well in my academic. In people's world today, I become me myself. I see my friends trying to behave like another person, because they want to fit themselves into a group of other friends. I see how my friend is losing himself, being hypocrite, and... being so different than before. Should I say he has a better survivorship? Or he's so fake? I'm so pity of him, very pity. Obstinate person like me, will not hinder of trying to behave another way, will not try that hard to fit into a group that I think it does not belong to me. I have my own group of friends, my gang. At school, I have true friends too. I don't afraid of losing one who is not important to me anymore. In fact, in the beginning of the school semester, I thought I would make good friends with two friends, but when thinking it back now, I laugh at myself for being so innocent. You can't predict who they are, really.
I'm 18 years old, I should be excelled at my age. I should have reached a certain maturity. I should have done well in my academic. In people's world today, I become me myself. I see my friends trying to behave like another person, because they want to fit themselves into a group of other friends. I see how my friend is losing himself, being hypocrite, and... being so different than before. Should I say he has a better survivorship? Or he's so fake? I'm so pity of him, very pity. Obstinate person like me, will not hinder of trying to behave another way, will not try that hard to fit into a group that I think it does not belong to me. I have my own group of friends, my gang. At school, I have true friends too. I don't afraid of losing one who is not important to me anymore. In fact, in the beginning of the school semester, I thought I would make good friends with two friends, but when thinking it back now, I laugh at myself for being so innocent. You can't predict who they are, really.
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