Nigtmare

Nightmare is haunting me again. Any remedies to cure? To overcome the fear in me? Recalling a week ago, it's Monday and I failed my driving test for the second time. Now, I'm reluctant to learn, I'm so afraid, I'm so scared the nightmare will reappear in my memory land again. As a wise person, the best way to overcome the fear is to face the truth. Face myself, tell myself that failure is not the end of the world. But, my sister had never failed. She never had any problem. Whereas me, under the same guidance of the same uncle, I face a lot of problems like, I hate the driving centre because it's dull and dirty, I hate to be learning with him because he's so fat and lazy, I hate to keep contact with him because he likes to delay and procrastinate and I hate to be "hanging around" him because it's almost 6 months he's been around me.

My parents promise will teach me all by themselves, but a week just passed and they haven't taken any action. May be I should ask them to teach me now? So as to stop the nightmare? But I'm just too afraid... If... If and only if, I really fail again, it proves that I'm... dumb?