It's my last post here, today, 31st DEC 2011. I wish all my wish comes true that's all. Haha! Do I sound very avaricious, greedy? Nah, just kidding. I shall come back and make my wish on tomorrow morning, and I shall tell you some of them *wink* =D
This year... have been the toughest year to me, in a sense of unable to be the mistress on my own and relationship problems. As you know, even if you don't know, I had enrolled to MSU (Management and Science University) near Putrajaya. The process was successful and I had my own mentor too. Unfortunately, I had some sensitive social problems there, I could not overcome the fear in myself and finally got back to Form 6. My Form 6 friends were unconscious about my leaving because I left them silently. So, I'm not sure how they must feel about me but I'm just pretty sure it isn't a good one, good comment. I totally understand that, that's why I said I'm not my own mistress this year, I can't make decision well, I'm not serious. Following that, I disappoint my parents, especially my dad; at the same time, I nearly freaked my mom when I told her I decided to go back for Form 6, because what she'd heard from her neighbouring friends is that "Form 6 is very tough".
"Form 6 is the world's second most difficult examination."
"Form 6 wastes your life there, two years!"
This year... have been the toughest year to me, in a sense of unable to be the mistress on my own and relationship problems. As you know, even if you don't know, I had enrolled to MSU (Management and Science University) near Putrajaya. The process was successful and I had my own mentor too. Unfortunately, I had some sensitive social problems there, I could not overcome the fear in myself and finally got back to Form 6. My Form 6 friends were unconscious about my leaving because I left them silently. So, I'm not sure how they must feel about me but I'm just pretty sure it isn't a good one, good comment. I totally understand that, that's why I said I'm not my own mistress this year, I can't make decision well, I'm not serious. Following that, I disappoint my parents, especially my dad; at the same time, I nearly freaked my mom when I told her I decided to go back for Form 6, because what she'd heard from her neighbouring friends is that "Form 6 is very tough".
"Form 6 is the world's second most difficult examination."
"Form 6 wastes your life there, two years!"
"Form 6 can't guarantee you."
YOU'RE SO WRONG! Well, the story is to be continued, now can I talk about my relationship problem first? Haha!
It's like a total mess! I was stupid and silly to have a crush on a playboy who was working at the same place with me, it's SuperFun, a kindergarten. I found him interesting and caring, especially to a young guy at his age, who is so passionate and caring for the children. Wait a minute you fool! There's only one young guy there, that's him, how could I compare the other guys around the world with merely him? So, I woke up and smelled the coffee. I learned the truth. By the way, I was playing too...
Five guys go after me, I rejected one because I was sick to dead to see him, he's sissy, girly and irritating;
Another one, I gave my HP number to him, but I rejected him when he's really OVERR, like too much already, his so-sweet words, lazy personality and the way he looked at girl especially me, irritating;
the third one...
Sorry I'm not trying to brag over here, it's my confession time, I never tell anybody, it's good if no one sees this.
The third one, may be will be the most unforgettable one, I have a... serious crush on him, we're sweet at the time then we soon realized we ain't each other cup of tea. Well... it's hurt but, I know I can find a better one.
The fourth one, currently we're still keeping in touch. But I indirectly rejected him because after having so many things happened on me, I think I don't want to get engaged into any relationship. I have everything, I have my lovely family, I find true friendships, I have many luxury and good stuff, I just can't understand to have a better half at the moment because we still can't understand what true love is. We aren't mature enough and I can't see the future in us. I just know, perhaps after all, I still love myself more. I can't share myself with anyone.
The last one, I rejected him directly by asking him :are you kidding me?" LOL!
That's all. Have to be quickly and go for countdown at IOI bollevard now!
Chong Mean Shan is now signing off. HELLO 2012!
YOU'RE SO WRONG! Well, the story is to be continued, now can I talk about my relationship problem first? Haha!
It's like a total mess! I was stupid and silly to have a crush on a playboy who was working at the same place with me, it's SuperFun, a kindergarten. I found him interesting and caring, especially to a young guy at his age, who is so passionate and caring for the children. Wait a minute you fool! There's only one young guy there, that's him, how could I compare the other guys around the world with merely him? So, I woke up and smelled the coffee. I learned the truth. By the way, I was playing too...
Five guys go after me, I rejected one because I was sick to dead to see him, he's sissy, girly and irritating;
Another one, I gave my HP number to him, but I rejected him when he's really OVERR, like too much already, his so-sweet words, lazy personality and the way he looked at girl especially me, irritating;
the third one...
Sorry I'm not trying to brag over here, it's my confession time, I never tell anybody, it's good if no one sees this.
The third one, may be will be the most unforgettable one, I have a... serious crush on him, we're sweet at the time then we soon realized we ain't each other cup of tea. Well... it's hurt but, I know I can find a better one.
The fourth one, currently we're still keeping in touch. But I indirectly rejected him because after having so many things happened on me, I think I don't want to get engaged into any relationship. I have everything, I have my lovely family, I find true friendships, I have many luxury and good stuff, I just can't understand to have a better half at the moment because we still can't understand what true love is. We aren't mature enough and I can't see the future in us. I just know, perhaps after all, I still love myself more. I can't share myself with anyone.
The last one, I rejected him directly by asking him :are you kidding me?" LOL!
That's all. Have to be quickly and go for countdown at IOI bollevard now!
Chong Mean Shan is now signing off. HELLO 2012!
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