Regret

There's this one guy. I bet in a millionth time, he won't like me. This time, it's a different person, I bet in a millionth time, it's hard for me to speak honestly about him. Unless I can change his mind? I shouldn't have hoped anything from him, since early in the year, he almost told everyone that he doesn't want and will not get married. He's a little bit of anti-woman, according to my MUET teacher. I bet you won't believe who is this guy but he's pretty much attractive to me and he's very different from the other guys. He used to be very caring to me and will wait for me every time after school, that was last year. This year, he never does this any more. I feel pretty much... down, because I know I lost one good guy, and he used to treat me very good, so good but I indirectly rejected him. How good if I can ever change his mind? Unfortunately he's very confident about this case, so, in a millionth time, he won't like me.

I'm so regret!! How could I have missed such good guy? I didn't even notice him until many things made me to realize the goodness in him. Well, I deserved it.