Today everything is going on successfully! Yesterday and last Sunday I was painting my house with my jie and almost drained out. When finally it's bed time, I fell in sleep deeply. During holidays, I was suffering from (first) fever - I thought my immune system was very weak and it spread throughout my body, after fever I always got flu! My nose it the mosttttttttt sensitive organ, I can't stand with dust either. Hate flu. Last time got swine flu, so I hate pigs also. After I recovered and got back my strength, this was my first time I felt so afraid to sleep again. People like to sleep right? So was I. But now, when night falls I feel so lonely and will do a lot of things letting the time to pass. Worst of all, even I'm overly tired and got zero strength left, I still don't want to sleep - even I'm really laying in bed, closing my eyes yet my brain is still working like giving out fireworks and I want to view the fireworks so I cannot stop watching it.
But last night, I can finally fall in sleep without thinking anything... maybe Kenkor chatted with me, this was his first time chatting with me so long :) I really love kenkor. Before that I was seeking advice from my banzhang about my personal problem and I can say he's really professional at those, I love banzhang! I remembered the most soul-touching words from him, that time because samkor didn't talk with me and I told banzhang "samkor dont want me le, he really dont want me le, nobody sayang me T__T" and then banzhang (with Dumbledore's tone) comfort me, "Even samkor dont sayang you, remember banzhang will always sayang you too..." Can I cry?
Yay! I just bake some vanilla biscuits - thought of chocolate before but the weather is hot and afraid of getting sick, and we made tangyuan! Christians don't eat tangyuan? Why my S'pore friend doesn't know it at all? Tangyuan supposed to be a tradition? o.O I think to Buddhist only.
Later got family reunion! We're waiting for them! :DD
And Happy Birthday to Aunty Lee Ling! haha ken korkor's mother^^
Kenkor's going TheMines le, he really dont wan me le T___T
But last night, I can finally fall in sleep without thinking anything... maybe Kenkor chatted with me, this was his first time chatting with me so long :) I really love kenkor. Before that I was seeking advice from my banzhang about my personal problem and I can say he's really professional at those, I love banzhang! I remembered the most soul-touching words from him, that time because samkor didn't talk with me and I told banzhang "samkor dont want me le, he really dont want me le, nobody sayang me T__T" and then banzhang (with Dumbledore's tone) comfort me, "Even samkor dont sayang you, remember banzhang will always sayang you too..." Can I cry?
Yay! I just bake some vanilla biscuits - thought of chocolate before but the weather is hot and afraid of getting sick, and we made tangyuan! Christians don't eat tangyuan? Why my S'pore friend doesn't know it at all? Tangyuan supposed to be a tradition? o.O I think to Buddhist only.
Later got family reunion! We're waiting for them! :DD
And Happy Birthday to Aunty Lee Ling! haha ken korkor's mother^^
Kenkor's going TheMines le, he really dont wan me le T___T
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