Not bad right? After all, I'm just blessed.
He had an honest talk to me. We had a heart-to-heart talk in the Chemistry LAB. All my doubts faded as I listened to him. He confessed his unhappy and saddening past, especially his high school life. What courages took him to speak all these to me? I was shocked despite myself. He told me his biggest secret (I'm not sure whether it's that "big") but, he trusts me. That's why he spoke everything honestly to me. I'm very sorry to his past, at the same time, I realised: homo sapiens is unpredictable. The way one portrays oneself is so different from one's inner-self. One may look very interesting and knowledgeable, but when one speaks, you may be blew away by one. That's only an example, I don't mean him BTW.
He said I'm like his family member. I thought I would say "Oh crap!" to myself but I didn't. He said the past makes him afraid to start a relationship, plus he wants to concentrate on his studies. His reasoning is MUCH better than saying "you ain't my cup of tea". LOL I thought it would hurt me when I feel like he treats me just like a sister but I didn't entirely hurt when I find out the truth behind. Every guy feels like protecting me because I look small and I'm charming. Haha! After all, he's just not ready. I appreciate it when he really treats me like a sister. A guy feels like protecting me but the guy won't fall in love with me. And, I'm not ready to start a relationship either, should enjoy being a sister and being spoilt by big "brothers" :P
Every one deserves a chance, right? He has changed so much and I asked him "at least you learnt from your mistake right?" "Yes, a lot."
Human's heart is so fragile. She's my GOOD friend, that's why when she cries, I feel like crying too. For quite a long time, I don't taste the feeling of having a true friendship. Now I found you. Hope we can stay stronger in the future or, NOW! :)
He had an honest talk to me. We had a heart-to-heart talk in the Chemistry LAB. All my doubts faded as I listened to him. He confessed his unhappy and saddening past, especially his high school life. What courages took him to speak all these to me? I was shocked despite myself. He told me his biggest secret (I'm not sure whether it's that "big") but, he trusts me. That's why he spoke everything honestly to me. I'm very sorry to his past, at the same time, I realised: homo sapiens is unpredictable. The way one portrays oneself is so different from one's inner-self. One may look very interesting and knowledgeable, but when one speaks, you may be blew away by one. That's only an example, I don't mean him BTW.
He said I'm like his family member. I thought I would say "Oh crap!" to myself but I didn't. He said the past makes him afraid to start a relationship, plus he wants to concentrate on his studies. His reasoning is MUCH better than saying "you ain't my cup of tea". LOL I thought it would hurt me when I feel like he treats me just like a sister but I didn't entirely hurt when I find out the truth behind. Every guy feels like protecting me because I look small and I'm charming. Haha! After all, he's just not ready. I appreciate it when he really treats me like a sister. A guy feels like protecting me but the guy won't fall in love with me. And, I'm not ready to start a relationship either, should enjoy being a sister and being spoilt by big "brothers" :P
Every one deserves a chance, right? He has changed so much and I asked him "at least you learnt from your mistake right?" "Yes, a lot."
Human's heart is so fragile. She's my GOOD friend, that's why when she cries, I feel like crying too. For quite a long time, I don't taste the feeling of having a true friendship. Now I found you. Hope we can stay stronger in the future or, NOW! :)
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