On fire!

Studying for my finals half-way there, surreptitiously scrolled down my FB home page then I saw this!!

Feeling quite amused by the words that wished the fire will go on hell burning my University! I guessed everyone of us wished the fire will go astray and spread to MMU which's just next to the spot! It's my finals tomorrow --- my housemates and I went to one end of the corridor in our Ixora Apartment to capture some shots of this incident; not that at the course of the incident we chose to take photo instead of helping out, we, can't help anything. I heard ambulance alarms keep echoing in the air and I'm very sure there isn't only ONE ambulance which arrived on the spot. The flames are facing MMU hostel, I wish my friends who stay in there will take good care of their health... The air, has been polluted so wildly, so drastically! 

Before this, I heard a lot of bombing sounds. I predict that someones played with the (extraordinary) firecrackers at the field and the little fire started to flame humbly then going on daringly wild there. Such an unbeatable spirit. I can even imagine the atomic nuclear reaction the moment it 'bombed'.

Then my FB home is flooded with these alarming notifications...

Thought of uploading one as well the moment I saw it, thought that my non-MMU friends can see and know what's happening around me, then nahhhhh. It's way too outrageously wide-spread among my friends here, quite annoying sometime, kind of self-conscious at the moment. 

Best collage after all!
[Picked and saved from FB- I do not own this picture]

It's a hot & pity night. Still working hard on Constitutional Law, God bless me :)

111 ♥

Coincidentally, it's my brother's and my bff Lilian's birthday today! :) So sorry it never occur to me that your Birthday is on the same date with my brother, Lilian! To tell the truth, I'm all eaten up by guiltiness and sorry, because... I've even forgotten about my brother's birthday! When it happened that my siblings kept mentioning about it, supposedly it should be something that knock me hard at the head but... awfully worse, I still doubt the date. It's 111 hello!! How can I have forgotten about it?? I'm nuts - you name it. #yesiam

I'm mad. I'm losing focus. I'm irresponsible. I'm not lovable. I'm selfish. I'm bad. I'm mean. I'm bad. I's mean.

What else? Ok, I feel slightly better now.

No, I'm very bad. And selfish. Sorryyyyyy. A thousand sorries still could not replenish the guiltiness in me. And even worse, I've forgotten about meeting up with Christie today! Just kill me. Such a promise-breaker, irresponsible, forgetful, selfish - me. All the while I've been thinking about only me.

R&J Walnut Cheesecake, if you want to give it a try,
tell me, I can drop you there and let's enjoy it together! :)

Celebrating my brother's birthday at Mr. Ho's Bistro @BandarPutri.
I supposed it's mostly filled up with olive oil??

Not all the time I'm photogenic. So in this very evening, I managed to capture some shots of mine.

     

      

It's 11st of Jan, how you feel? :)
Gotta date Lilian in the coming CNY ♥♥♥

Happy Birthday brother! I wish you grow up all healthy and happy ♥! MUAXXX

Happy Birthday Lilian! I wish you grow up all pretty and happy♥! Thanks for telling me that you're treating me as your BFF, in the world that you're finding a place to fit in, have faith in me for I can give you my loves ♥ Sincerely I do :)

One day I'm gotta leave everything behind and fly :)

Good night all! Thanks for reading :) 

Selfie To Welcome New Year.

I've changed, I've grown up, I can feel it.
How about you? :)
@2013

I woke up, I felt the same - cozy and comfortable in my bed. Realizing the day had passed by, the time had slipped by, this year had come to an end. I opened by eyes, gazed into the stationary furniture in my room, the light penetrated through my green curtain, making the whole environment greenery and comfortable to the eyes. I remembered the first thing I did was checking my mobile phone what's the time at the moment and unconsciously checked my WeChat, Facebook, Dayre, Instagram for notifications, such a busy kickstart, and the routine repeats almost every morning :)

I felt the serenity, I then downloaded many of Taylor Swift's songs. Realizing the time was ticking quickly, it was 11am and I quickly went downstairs to enjoy my breakfast - it's "roti canai" for today! Well, mom had bought a "chi cheong fan", I wanted to eat it so badly but then still decided to leave it for my elder sis, it's her favourite.

I didn't know it's already 4pm when I was enjoying my selfies with my brother's mobile phone. I was surprisingly looking good today! I thought I was quite photogenic at the moment, so I had fun taking pictures of myself :)

I have tutorials and lectures yesterday and today, in fact my Tuesday schedule was the most pack! I still decided to skip it, because after all, I want to spend the last day of the year with my family. I love you dad, mom, sisters and brothers... you're my everything, I'm working hard for you, at the same time to accomplish my materialism and dignity.

                        

Throughout the year, thanks for all the moments - memories shall be kept, for the joyful ones; and faded, for the miserable ones. Thanks for coming across my life; thanks for having me, to come across you, to shape me into a better person. I believe everyone comes into your life for a reason, and above all, I feel thankful for a life lesson learned.

Everything will be the same, still; the only think is that, I will not stop improving myself and changing myself into the character I want. When the heart says yes, everything will be a yes eventually; I trust the law of attraction, and I believe in the purest form and nature of attraction.

Follow me on my Instagram: joannecms; and Dayre: dayre.me/meanshan. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014!!!

My Realization.

I had a little friendly 'catch up' with Han Hong, he's so experienced. *thumbs up* He told me the darkest side of the society and it alerted me very much. I admire a-n-y-o-n-e who has exposed oneself so much to the society and acquired 'street smart' just like that. My ex told me many of that too, and above all that's why I respected him so much. Never did I realize my friend in Puchong has that same kind of 'knowledge', which indirectly means that I'm like a protected bird in a bird's cage... no no no, being locked in the bird's cage means you lost freedom well my parents have given me enough of spaces... yeah, I'm like a frog beneath the well :( But, I guess most of the girls are the so-called "frog" as well? And "bird"? At least I know all these now. 

Sometimes, it's not that I'm naive or what, I naively choose to believe the brighter side instead of wanting to know the darker side. In this world, I'm too small, too small too incautious too unaware of the changing world, and the changing people. Thanks for having you, coming across me. And thanks for having me, coming across you. You, as in anyone of you who appeared in my life to teach me a lesson. I naively believe that every person appears for a reason; some may become your friends, some may leave you; some may encourage you; some may pour cold water over you, etc; these, are the people, who, you should a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e. Without them, you wouldn't have realized you've actually grown so much compared to last time. :) 

I realized, this society is pure, with the innocent people; but it is dark, with complicated people. What am I going to do... Do you think you're ready to face all these? Well, I will just get ready and be prepared for all the coming challenges. I will make sure I've had enough of AQ to handle all these, thus before that, I have to train myself, and expose myself to more friends, so that I can know the world better. Not only to know the world better through friends BTW, through telecommunication and social networks, etc/ 

Come ahead with me!! All dirty-minded, close-minded, foxy, lazy, absurd, insane, arrogant, stuck-up, addictive... any bad and mean people! I wanna learn more about the darkest side of the society from you! Why I don't wanna expose myself to the brighter side of the society? It's because I innocently believe that the society's goodness's still out beat the evil out there! :D What your heart thinks makes you that kind of person you want to be. 

Till then. Good night! :')    



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Irritation.

I know it's not good for saying this... but, just like fast food, we know it's unhealthy yet we still eat it; just like smoking, they know it's detrimental to health yet they still smoke; just like us, we know it's not good crapping yet we still can't help, but crap...

Why are you always seeking our attention?? W-H-Y ? 

You'r so annoying(!), so so annoying that I don't feel like wanting to make friend with you. I'm trying to control myself already, but in your case, I endured it many times and finally I think that you're real irritating.

Don't tell me, you have a villa in AUS because I went to your house and realized you live in a simple and crude house.

Don't tell me, you were intended to study Medicine in AUS because you said you have a BIGGG villa there and it's inherited by your dad, and now you're studying Form 6.

Don't tell me, you won the first place in Public Speaking in State level and now you said you lost the BIGGGG trophy which you dunno you've put it where.

Don't tell me, you want to be successful since you do not take the move to invest your brain, instead kept asking my teams to have fun with you.

Don't tell me, all of the sudden, you're "afraid" of this, "scared" of that, whereas before this, you were so determined to be in that field now you're saying you've had enough of it, like wanting me to comfort you more.

#ohmygod

Please stop the brag, stop the crap.

Surging of Memories.

I'm so busybody but I still want to comment! Why Universities girls love to untangle and leave along their long hair?? Don't they feel hot? OK, I do not feel hot actually, I feel like my neck and my hair are boiling altogether. I just realize, I can't see them sweating, like no single sweat; and I can't see their hair strands sticking to their necks or forehead or ears!

Whereas me... may be my hair is thick?? I boil, I sweat, my hair sticks to my head and you can see me just w-e-t.

It's just how surprising when you thought the students start schooling after mid-term holidays and would have forgotten about you, but nit indeed. I left the school, I'm not their class teacher anymore, I'm not visible in the school and I'm so far awayyyyy :'( Prince Charming never forgets about me!!

He even sang a... LOVE song to me! I was so hell surprised and most importantly... touched ಥ_ಥ I miss him very much. And some other students too, who dare to approach me, or laugh with me, or talk to me... ಥ_ಥ At least in the class, all of them would be missing me together, at least they have something to look at to trigger nostalgia and memories... whereas me, I miss them all here, alone in my lonely dorm. The only way to miss them is by looking through all our pictures on FB, again and again. Somehow the line in my dorm is turtle-ly slow, and I somewhat need to risk for not having any lines here! The feeling is very unbearable and when it really happens, I will just lie in my bed, smiling stupidly at the ceiling, because in mind, where memories with them is so well reserved.

Let me share a secret with you. May be this is no longer a secret. Haha! This is what Prince Charming's dearest mummy's message to me ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ) Every night, little prince would be calling me and I felt like... may be I should take the action to call him instead! I can feel that I'm really important to him.

And I'm so blessed ♥ I experienced something extraordinary and I'm so grateful.

I don't want to be replaced (╥﹏╥) Tell me I'm the best class teacher to them (╥﹏╥)

 ***

Look what my sisters and I cooked for Tuesday dinner? :))

Boiling anchovies in water.

Our boil-up soup! *anchovies were removed ^_^
We use electronic here, gas is strictly not allowed.

Sausages as seasoning :p Put along fish balls.

It's not maggie mee!! It's organic udons! In green!
In organic color.
It's healthy ok (>‿◠)✌

Not bad huh? :)

Here, we needed to register club and society already. In secondary school, choices were limited and we can only choose one for each club and society. Here, it's not restricted. But I chose only Law Society since it's compulsory to all Law students. As for club, I registered Tourism Club, Scuba Diving Club and... Swimming Club ≧◉◡◉≦ HAHAHAHAHA I'm so happy!

Swimming lesson falls on every Tuesday night: 8pm to 10pm, all members will move to swimming pool (outside campus) by MMU bus, together. The couching price is RM150 starting from next week till mid of September. I wanted to learn swimming. I love sports. I gathered I should take the first step now!

3 of us at MMU, Melaka  ◔◡◔
#sisters

My class on Friday ends at 4pm. At 4pm, if you're around me, you shall be seeing me walking fast down the path and ready to set off to Melaka Central by taxi! With my sister helping me to carry the luggage down the Ixora (the name of my dormitory) and waiting for the panting me. It took us 2 hours to reach KL from Melaka. At night, I watched "Man of Steel" with my family and...

 Clark Kent (Superman) is soooooo sexy!!! My heart was beating real fast when I saw him in his... tight suit. Why is he so muscular?? I think guys will definitely get jealous of his body shape =X If I were a boy, yes I would jealous.

Undeniable, he got a very macho face structure and sexy body
(˘ ³˘)

Familiar with the pretty girl? :) She was starring as the princess in "Enchanted"
(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥

Girls out there, listen, love yourself and be yourself OK? :) I feel great, every day I'm lifting myself to a higher level. I read books, I think about my attitudes and correct the bad ones, I socialize and make friend with Indians, I speak English to my Chinese friend, I listen to advice, I go for a talk and get knowledge from the respected people, I play badminton every Saturday, I eat vitamins, ... I'm nourished.


One more exciting news! Lady Diana's documentary will finally come to a movie! I'm so thrilled and.. touched T^T Thank you Lady Diana, for having you around. At least when people ask about my idol, I do not have to consider so much and the answer is definite and precise, I will be holding my head high and proudly say: "Diana Frances Spencer."

Beyond beauty.
I love you Lady Diana!

Are you happy? =)

Thank you for reading!

Quick Review Of The Week.

Heyy bloggies! I'm back! When I say I'm back which means... I'm really back! I've enrolled in MMU since... two months ago, Melaka campus FYI. There I was, setting my foot on the foreign land which made me feeling a sudden spasm of nostalgia and homesick. I missed everything in Puchong although I'm not a Puchong-er. Come to think of it, before Lilian's departure for a Penang trip with friends; before Beatrice's migration and before my leaving to Melaka, we had been with each other for almost every night! We went to Pasar Malam in Sri Petaling and decided to buy the same Jiemei T's and a cowboy-like high-waist shorts; the next night when we 3 were wearing beautifully and walked into a simple chinese restaurant, Beatrice's brother actually laughed at us, he said we're funny, but what's more important: don't you think having to have dinner in simply a restaurant will make you feel more at home and a cozy feeling fills instantly up in you? ;) When your friend couldn't fit into a shorts and the next night, you'd pretended to buy ice-cream in the nearby Baskin Robin just to 'borrow' the bathroom. When the moment you can't pretend anymore, you had to really buy a cup of one-scooped ice-cream and 'borrow' the bathroom again.

These were the events happened to fall on Beatrice, Lilian and me. Every night we would have stayed until 11 o'clock, by the time I drove back on a quiet road yet familiar path, the clock eventually stroke straight at 12am. The next morning your dad asked to come back earlier better before 11pm due to the unsafe situation at night, you actually nodded but still came back home late anyway. That's me :P Underneath, I'm quite rebellious sometimes because I can somehow foresee it ;) Having to say it, my dad didn't scold me still. I love you my dad, for letting me being a young adult on my own!

  

It's so touching when someone's actually care and feel equally sad for you leaving... Thank you my sweetheart Prince Charming! Tonight I asked him whether he's ready for the opening of school, and whether... he's ready for not having me in the class. May be I should not have asked him about it because my sixth sense's telling me somehow... the answer must be making myself crestfallen, and helpless.

"I'm not ready. I'm not happy." He said.

I called my old friend, Kelvin. Just to wish him a Happy Wonderful Birthday!
That time I was actually chatting with my little prince and I
asked him to pardon me for a while for I wanted to call my friend.
Then.. was he jealous?? =PP

I had a lovely lunch with his family =) Who says teacher can't play badminton with the students outside
and who says teacher can't mix well with the students' family? I'm the first one then ;) 

In a world so big, thank you for loving a small person like me.
I instantly feel like... the world is very BIG for your love nourishes me! 

Talk about my life in MMU,

I didn't mean to say this, but I saw many bitches, who love to give bitchy stare. LOL!! Three girls are having make-up to Uni, then a group of girls stared at them in a bitchy way and started to gossip and staring and gossip and staring. Until the make-up girls had gone long, they're still bitchy-ly looked at their ways. Oh God just stop! Just let them. You can make-up as well, no need to stare at them that way.

Uni life is so immensely different from that of school life. I started to miss my secondary school life... at least I was still under the control of the school, at least I was still under its power, at least I didn't have to care so many things at all, especially wearing. In Uni, the girls compete for appearance, dressing, attractions, etc. Whenever you pass by a restaurant, the girls and boys will look up at you. It's just human's nature to look at passer-by, especially to those who haven't had a gf or bf yet.

My housemate said... If I've never build a wall in myself, I will have many admirers chasing after me. Then I told her that I'm in no hurry and I never want relationship at this time and I'm never ready for it. In Uni, I'm so ready for upcoming assignments/activities and courses. I want to get

FIRST CLASS IN LAW.

I want to cherish many friendships and ready to backpack with my sister in the coming semester break. I'm currently benefited myself by reading and spending time with my sisters and prince charming ;)

My breakfast on my first day : multigrains buns, popcorn chicken bites
and a cup of premix oat & cereal with soya goodness. 

My lunch on my first day! :)

And we had our dinner at NEW JUSCO Melaka!
The restaurant is "Organic Recipe" (y)

Thank you for reading!