On fire!

Studying for my finals half-way there, surreptitiously scrolled down my FB home page then I saw this!!

Feeling quite amused by the words that wished the fire will go on hell burning my University! I guessed everyone of us wished the fire will go astray and spread to MMU which's just next to the spot! It's my finals tomorrow --- my housemates and I went to one end of the corridor in our Ixora Apartment to capture some shots of this incident; not that at the course of the incident we chose to take photo instead of helping out, we, can't help anything. I heard ambulance alarms keep echoing in the air and I'm very sure there isn't only ONE ambulance which arrived on the spot. The flames are facing MMU hostel, I wish my friends who stay in there will take good care of their health... The air, has been polluted so wildly, so drastically! 

Before this, I heard a lot of bombing sounds. I predict that someones played with the (extraordinary) firecrackers at the field and the little fire started to flame humbly then going on daringly wild there. Such an unbeatable spirit. I can even imagine the atomic nuclear reaction the moment it 'bombed'.

Then my FB home is flooded with these alarming notifications...

Thought of uploading one as well the moment I saw it, thought that my non-MMU friends can see and know what's happening around me, then nahhhhh. It's way too outrageously wide-spread among my friends here, quite annoying sometime, kind of self-conscious at the moment. 

Best collage after all!
[Picked and saved from FB- I do not own this picture]

It's a hot & pity night. Still working hard on Constitutional Law, God bless me :)

Guys.

I joined Public Speaking class in this Sem 2, and I spotted two handsome guys in the class. After months, when I was having my 'brunch' at Ixora Food Court, I saw him! He was sitting at a table so near to the stall! And it was usually my place, so I was sitting directly opposite him :D He has a piercing bright eyes, with handsome gelled hair. The only thing is that, he looked playboy, which brought me back to memories of my ex, who has that kind of handsome 'playboy' look.

We chatted a lot, he sounded stable, just like 'him'. But when I stalked his FB for a while, I realized he's another EMO guy, in which 'he' is too. And the way they posted their status is almost the same, the only thing is that this newly met guy's wording is not as harsh as 'him'.

My younger sis asked me "what's wrong with you? Why are you attracting yourself with these kinds of guys? Is that this kind of guy you subconsciously demand?"

Talk about 'subconsciousness', well I do not think that I've been dreaming myself surrounded with playboys. I just want a gentle, polite, smart guy with good-feature and good attitude. ROFL

My social circle... not bad if I'm surrounded with a lot of playboys and handsome guys, as long as I know I will not be trapped by them :D anyway, what if a playboy-looking guy is actually a good-hearted guy? And, I'm judging him by his cover. Opsssss. And one more thing, although I stalked him, I'm not entirely sure and convinced whether he has a GF, because based on his attitude to the girl, it sounded not; but based on the girl's posts, it sounded yes. Well, what a complicated life there! Whatever, why am I care?

Merry Christmas!

Half an hour ago, Christmas had just ended. I'm feeling all guilty, my guiltiness has engulfed and eaten me up from inside out. I did not prepare a proper Christmas gift for our gift-exchange session with my housemates. I've told my sis that I wouldn't want to join since I did not prepare for it, but... she's got a spare gift which is a Moustache necklace, made in Korean, one look I guessed my elder sis bought it online. I shouldn't join the session, for me, the necklace is like.... cheaper and smaller-in-size compare with others'. 

I know, I did not mean that people are materialistic or what. We girls are always attracted by cover and look, trust me, and then... others presents were bigger in size, and theirs looked very much 'expensive'. But, in terms of quality, I thought all were... I dunno whether I'm mean or what :( But, I've been surrounding myself with safe products, the lotions and body scrub they received are not safe, trust me. I've read a lot of articles on the beauty products, the three of the Top 4 skin care products in the World (Estee Lauder, Lancome, Clinique) contained high amount of mercury, not to say X brand products, which mean others which are not in the Top 4 are even more dangerous. I received two lotions, but I can't use it for my own safety.

They said, it isn't of any better for a person who knows too much. I did not mean that I know too much, but certainly, my knowledge in certain area is wider compare with others who do not constantly expose themselves to beauty or nutrition knowledge, I've attended quite a number of talk regarding Nutrition and Beauty, so... I guessed I'm too sensitive, in a way that I'm too aware and cautious with what I'm using. 

Oh gosh... I'm really sorry to my housemate. I did not prepare well, that's my fault. I feel extremely awful, I feel ashamed to face her, for picking up my gift during gift-exchange, how I wish my sis had picked mine during the lucky draw. It's extremely awkward, especially the girls were excited when unwrapping their gifts, certainly, my necklace isn't the happiest gift for anyone, with the cheap-looking wrapping. Don't tell me you aren't attracted by something's cover? 

I shouldn't have joined :( My housemate who picked my present was tentatively well-prepared for tonight's Christmas celebration, she bought Hello Kitty's cups, and the girl who got her present was all surprised and extremely delighted to receive it because she's one big Hello Kitty's fans. I know she prepared well, and she did not deserve to receive an unprepared present. 

This post is slightly sensitive. Sorry if my words are too heavy or the meaning inside offended you or what :( I'm trying to express my feeling here, because right now, they're still chit-chatting outside, whereas I'm still digging a rabbit's hole to hide myself from all the silly decision made and unprepared mode. I shouldn't have joined. Realistically. 

Then I promised myself to buy another one and put it on her bedside next week. To compensate all my guiltiness. It's a matter of reputation, but not entirely, because the feeling matters. The moment she opened up the wrapper, I know.... I can sense that she didn't at all happy as she's not excited. One good move to see whether the girl is happy with your present is by observing her expression, normally girls will be very excited over something that she likes, but she didn't. I'm very sorry! I'm all guilty and shameful. 

I don't feel like talking with anybody nowadays, I feel like we've fallen apart, so wide, so unconsciously unrelated. Because I've chosen a path not majority of people will choose. I'm looking for friends who have the same direction with me, talk dreams with me and be successful together. Are you?

I'm tired of thinking. 

I guess this is part of Libra. Signing off.

Surging of Memories.

I'm so busybody but I still want to comment! Why Universities girls love to untangle and leave along their long hair?? Don't they feel hot? OK, I do not feel hot actually, I feel like my neck and my hair are boiling altogether. I just realize, I can't see them sweating, like no single sweat; and I can't see their hair strands sticking to their necks or forehead or ears!

Whereas me... may be my hair is thick?? I boil, I sweat, my hair sticks to my head and you can see me just w-e-t.

It's just how surprising when you thought the students start schooling after mid-term holidays and would have forgotten about you, but nit indeed. I left the school, I'm not their class teacher anymore, I'm not visible in the school and I'm so far awayyyyy :'( Prince Charming never forgets about me!!

He even sang a... LOVE song to me! I was so hell surprised and most importantly... touched ಥ_ಥ I miss him very much. And some other students too, who dare to approach me, or laugh with me, or talk to me... ಥ_ಥ At least in the class, all of them would be missing me together, at least they have something to look at to trigger nostalgia and memories... whereas me, I miss them all here, alone in my lonely dorm. The only way to miss them is by looking through all our pictures on FB, again and again. Somehow the line in my dorm is turtle-ly slow, and I somewhat need to risk for not having any lines here! The feeling is very unbearable and when it really happens, I will just lie in my bed, smiling stupidly at the ceiling, because in mind, where memories with them is so well reserved.

Let me share a secret with you. May be this is no longer a secret. Haha! This is what Prince Charming's dearest mummy's message to me ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ) Every night, little prince would be calling me and I felt like... may be I should take the action to call him instead! I can feel that I'm really important to him.

And I'm so blessed ♥ I experienced something extraordinary and I'm so grateful.

I don't want to be replaced (╥﹏╥) Tell me I'm the best class teacher to them (╥﹏╥)

 ***

Look what my sisters and I cooked for Tuesday dinner? :))

Boiling anchovies in water.

Our boil-up soup! *anchovies were removed ^_^
We use electronic here, gas is strictly not allowed.

Sausages as seasoning :p Put along fish balls.

It's not maggie mee!! It's organic udons! In green!
In organic color.
It's healthy ok (>‿◠)✌

Not bad huh? :)

Here, we needed to register club and society already. In secondary school, choices were limited and we can only choose one for each club and society. Here, it's not restricted. But I chose only Law Society since it's compulsory to all Law students. As for club, I registered Tourism Club, Scuba Diving Club and... Swimming Club ≧◉◡◉≦ HAHAHAHAHA I'm so happy!

Swimming lesson falls on every Tuesday night: 8pm to 10pm, all members will move to swimming pool (outside campus) by MMU bus, together. The couching price is RM150 starting from next week till mid of September. I wanted to learn swimming. I love sports. I gathered I should take the first step now!

3 of us at MMU, Melaka  ◔◡◔
#sisters

My class on Friday ends at 4pm. At 4pm, if you're around me, you shall be seeing me walking fast down the path and ready to set off to Melaka Central by taxi! With my sister helping me to carry the luggage down the Ixora (the name of my dormitory) and waiting for the panting me. It took us 2 hours to reach KL from Melaka. At night, I watched "Man of Steel" with my family and...

 Clark Kent (Superman) is soooooo sexy!!! My heart was beating real fast when I saw him in his... tight suit. Why is he so muscular?? I think guys will definitely get jealous of his body shape =X If I were a boy, yes I would jealous.

Undeniable, he got a very macho face structure and sexy body
(˘ ³˘)

Familiar with the pretty girl? :) She was starring as the princess in "Enchanted"
(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥

Girls out there, listen, love yourself and be yourself OK? :) I feel great, every day I'm lifting myself to a higher level. I read books, I think about my attitudes and correct the bad ones, I socialize and make friend with Indians, I speak English to my Chinese friend, I listen to advice, I go for a talk and get knowledge from the respected people, I play badminton every Saturday, I eat vitamins, ... I'm nourished.


One more exciting news! Lady Diana's documentary will finally come to a movie! I'm so thrilled and.. touched T^T Thank you Lady Diana, for having you around. At least when people ask about my idol, I do not have to consider so much and the answer is definite and precise, I will be holding my head high and proudly say: "Diana Frances Spencer."

Beyond beauty.
I love you Lady Diana!

Are you happy? =)

Thank you for reading!

Quick Review Of The Week.

Heyy bloggies! I'm back! When I say I'm back which means... I'm really back! I've enrolled in MMU since... two months ago, Melaka campus FYI. There I was, setting my foot on the foreign land which made me feeling a sudden spasm of nostalgia and homesick. I missed everything in Puchong although I'm not a Puchong-er. Come to think of it, before Lilian's departure for a Penang trip with friends; before Beatrice's migration and before my leaving to Melaka, we had been with each other for almost every night! We went to Pasar Malam in Sri Petaling and decided to buy the same Jiemei T's and a cowboy-like high-waist shorts; the next night when we 3 were wearing beautifully and walked into a simple chinese restaurant, Beatrice's brother actually laughed at us, he said we're funny, but what's more important: don't you think having to have dinner in simply a restaurant will make you feel more at home and a cozy feeling fills instantly up in you? ;) When your friend couldn't fit into a shorts and the next night, you'd pretended to buy ice-cream in the nearby Baskin Robin just to 'borrow' the bathroom. When the moment you can't pretend anymore, you had to really buy a cup of one-scooped ice-cream and 'borrow' the bathroom again.

These were the events happened to fall on Beatrice, Lilian and me. Every night we would have stayed until 11 o'clock, by the time I drove back on a quiet road yet familiar path, the clock eventually stroke straight at 12am. The next morning your dad asked to come back earlier better before 11pm due to the unsafe situation at night, you actually nodded but still came back home late anyway. That's me :P Underneath, I'm quite rebellious sometimes because I can somehow foresee it ;) Having to say it, my dad didn't scold me still. I love you my dad, for letting me being a young adult on my own!

  

It's so touching when someone's actually care and feel equally sad for you leaving... Thank you my sweetheart Prince Charming! Tonight I asked him whether he's ready for the opening of school, and whether... he's ready for not having me in the class. May be I should not have asked him about it because my sixth sense's telling me somehow... the answer must be making myself crestfallen, and helpless.

"I'm not ready. I'm not happy." He said.

I called my old friend, Kelvin. Just to wish him a Happy Wonderful Birthday!
That time I was actually chatting with my little prince and I
asked him to pardon me for a while for I wanted to call my friend.
Then.. was he jealous?? =PP

I had a lovely lunch with his family =) Who says teacher can't play badminton with the students outside
and who says teacher can't mix well with the students' family? I'm the first one then ;) 

In a world so big, thank you for loving a small person like me.
I instantly feel like... the world is very BIG for your love nourishes me! 

Talk about my life in MMU,

I didn't mean to say this, but I saw many bitches, who love to give bitchy stare. LOL!! Three girls are having make-up to Uni, then a group of girls stared at them in a bitchy way and started to gossip and staring and gossip and staring. Until the make-up girls had gone long, they're still bitchy-ly looked at their ways. Oh God just stop! Just let them. You can make-up as well, no need to stare at them that way.

Uni life is so immensely different from that of school life. I started to miss my secondary school life... at least I was still under the control of the school, at least I was still under its power, at least I didn't have to care so many things at all, especially wearing. In Uni, the girls compete for appearance, dressing, attractions, etc. Whenever you pass by a restaurant, the girls and boys will look up at you. It's just human's nature to look at passer-by, especially to those who haven't had a gf or bf yet.

My housemate said... If I've never build a wall in myself, I will have many admirers chasing after me. Then I told her that I'm in no hurry and I never want relationship at this time and I'm never ready for it. In Uni, I'm so ready for upcoming assignments/activities and courses. I want to get

FIRST CLASS IN LAW.

I want to cherish many friendships and ready to backpack with my sister in the coming semester break. I'm currently benefited myself by reading and spending time with my sisters and prince charming ;)

My breakfast on my first day : multigrains buns, popcorn chicken bites
and a cup of premix oat & cereal with soya goodness. 

My lunch on my first day! :)

And we had our dinner at NEW JUSCO Melaka!
The restaurant is "Organic Recipe" (y)

Thank you for reading!